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This is me and who is he? He was my love. My one and only. pertama sekali, clishe la sikit ah. HAHAHAHAHA. benci aku tulis benda ni. bukan benci juga, malu ba aku mo cerita detik perkenalan ni HAHA. okay we'll start. Aku kenal suhaidih ni di PLKN MESAPOL SIPITANG 2011. cinta plkn? Oh tidak. dulu tidak sangat lah aku berkenalan dengan dia ni. lalu macam angin ja 🚫 wakakaka. sebab dia ni pemalu dia cakap padahal dia layan hotstuff ja tu. aku apa la juga. sidekick not allowed okay. kelasss abis suhaidih dulu. bila tengok gambar tu, I feel like wanna laugh. Im not type of girl yg akan keluar dengan sembarangan lelaki LEBIH LEBIH LAGI lelaki yamg aku nda kenal. can you imagine? he asked me to met him on that day and I didn't refused plus say YES innocently lagi 👈 aku nda yakin ba tu tapi begitu la kali ejaan dia HAHAHAHA. Ni gambar first date kitew, masa ni belum couple lagi, sebenarnya aku pun nda sure bila kami couple, pfftttt whatdahell mungkin la 9April. gamble ja hahaha.


second date macam xda #selfie. maklum la ba, malu malu kunun CISSS bikin malas. hahaha.. whatsoever la. here's our collection of picture, and thank Allah, we are 1 year and a month in a relationship and we still COUNTING yeay! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

 I do meet variety of people in this world. yang jahat. yang baik. yang pura2 baik. I met a lot!!! Amboi semangat Hahaha! Bila ckap pasal achai, bila ditanya kenapa pilih achai, I've got a plenty of answer on my head and I just can't blew it out. cesss aku antam ja tu hahahaha. tapi betul la. It just happened so sudden, I cant tell you guys an official date we declare our love *ayat minta penampar* TAPI it was happened on april last year for sure.

he's my pain, but he is also my cure. Sweet sangat kak yaya sekarang awch!

annoying kerrr? do i look like i care????? hahaha

 If they ask me, how could I stay with him until now and I think I should answer,

' if we really fall in love with someone, we could stay with him no matter what happened and what situation he ever gone through, and I believe, a successful man had a women as their strength and I wanna be the strength for him. I may not be the most prettier women nor kind also but beauty was measured in so much way, one of it is honesty. I will keep this honest feeling towards him and he may feel it by himself and I hope He will understand how deep my love was'

 He often told me that I am good enough but still, how can I believed on his word if I didn't feel the same? blablabla *overthinking* hahaha He's amazing just the way he are. I love the imperfection, edges, curves. yesss we've gone through many onak berliku dalam masa setahun ni but yet, here we are and In Sha Allah we will still counting till the end of our time, Aamiin.

What else could I write, baby you're the best I ever had and I glad that I have you with me. to teach me how to faced this cruel life, handle any complicated situation with calm. Im just so glad to have you, i really do baby 🌹🌹🌹I love you !

life with no rules

Its been a long time since the last time i do write on this blogs. LoLs mau juga speaking HAHAHAHAHAHA! Banyak sebenarnya yang aku mau tulis but giveme some space utk fikir macam mana mau mula tulis kay? HAHAHAHAHA bajet hot eww annoying :p

When it comes to my personal life matters. I just continued my study di UNITAR International University Sabah RC. I'm on my semester break and next month is my 3rd semester at unitar yeay! Bila ingat balik on a first day of my semester as a bachelor, Its felt like a dream. did you guys got what I mean? NO? nevermind and whatsoever. hahaha. aihh bajet hot abis speaking english ni. kita rojak saja boleh ba kan? dream? yeah. it felt like a dream. bukan apa. nda la juga dream sangat cuma being a bachelor student was my cita-cita dari dulu. and it was one of my mom wishes. I may told everyone that my MOTHER was my priority and I repeated, My PRIORITY. I've got CGPA 3.54 on my first semester and I honestly dedicated it for my mom. Maybe it is not good enough but I do my really best. aku nda kisah la apa orang sekeliling mau cakap, be one of IPTS sttudent are easy to get on the DEAN LIST? well. I don't really care with these kind of bitchy mouth. you should put some effort la kalau mau be on the top. well, forget about it. HAHAHA. I wont write in detail pasal life aku di hostel nor campus. cukup la aku ja yang faham betapa kelam-kabut nya we alls habiskan satu semester in 4month *crying* Check this out, shes one of my friend, my relatives, kawan buat jahat HAHAHA rindu juga la aku sama dia ni sebab biasa suda tengok muka dia sebelum tidur n bangun tidur. iya la, meluat juga sama dia ni tapi sabar sajala HAHAHAHAHAHA joke amalina I love you muahh!!!! Thats all i guess. thanks for reading!

This is Amalina. Dia bestie, dia lawan, dia saudara, Dia semuanya.