Wednesday, 10 May 2017

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Im grateful for having such a beautiful life surrounded by people who cared about me 🙏🏻 Im writing these kind of entry because I don't know how to express my gratitude. I would like to thank people for keep having me besides them, those people who keep loving me unconditionally, those people who trust me even I am not always trust myself 💕Im happy for having a family which help me through ups and down. The content of this entry would be as miserable as my life, so, thanks for reading!✌🏻

I really think that I would be more thoughtful throughout the year 💪🏻 But things seem not well as planned 🤦🏻‍♀️ for the million times in my life, I keep myself down by comparing myself to anyone else strength, ability and luck. im not a person yang tahu bsyukur kan? I knew it. I know myself more than  anyone else does. achai did tell me that im pretty enough for him and ignore what others people sayin'. Im his girlfriend. I just don't know why I feel so sad whenever he tell me not to mind people talk 🙍🏻 Im grateful for having him closed to me, offered me everything even he doesn't have enough for himself 😢 Motivate, cheer me whenever I feel sad. Just because I rarely confess that I love you so, it doesn't mean youre not important, youre precious as well as my family does. Youre know where you stand so keep it! Be with me. Losing you is my biggest fear. @itsachai

Things happened. I wonder why people keep pushing me foward to complete any task that I don't even sure to accomplish but at the end of the day, Im barely complete it and it sucks! 😫 Why people keep on expecting me to do the hard task, why people keep on making my life miserable, why people do not aware of my feelings, why people keep on being selfish, just why cant you guys understand how others may feel based on your action? 😤 just why? 😩 am I the type of person yang kamu bole makan ka? Im not sure if I can do this anymore, even the smallest thing of our group work pn still rely on me? like seriously? I am not pretty good at hiding my own feelings 😒I do hate people who discriminate others right. whoa just because im willing to help, it doesnt mean you guys may put it all on my shoulder ba. just stop la. ive so much to take care of. pls 🙏🏻🙏🏻