At Least, LEARN SOMETHING

Learn something from the experience. I am very fortunate to have such a life like this. My heart was broken? Not even a little. HAHA. I'm a tough person, I'm strong to face the reality. I do not need anyone to depend on except my family and my closest friends. I am familiar with the challenges of life. I've said before, I don't like when my heart is disturbed. yes, I do not like at all. But who cares if my heart will be disturbed? I only feel it, I just would face. only ME.

I'm comfortable with my life now. no restraints, no encumbrances, no obligations. HAHAHAHA. I am very excited to lead the next day. I live only accompanied by my family, my closest friends, and I'm very pleased with it. I was young, I did not love my life burdened by other people. And now, I will be more involved in matters of religion, God willing, not preferred world.

You know what's really exciting me? I'm happy to see that my life may pass freely. That is my dream. I dream of a very good life without restrictions from anyone. I love being part to be loved, but not by way of censure. I love all the people understand me and care about me, but not everything in my life they need to know. I have privacy. I have to guard my privacy no matter what happens.

While talk about life, I'm also not ready to have a serious relationship. yes, I'm really interested in someone but I do not think I can give my heart to him. as I said before, I'm just interested, not fall in love. Interested and fall in love is a different matter. I do not have a partner, and that does not mean I'm desperate for a pair. You all should know that. I will go through life without a partner as long as I can, as long as I don't meet my true love, I will continue to maintain this kind of life.

"Forget what hurt you in the past, BUT never forget what it taught you."

Fighting for RIGHTS

ADAM ADLI. Mahasiswa UPSI. Mengapa dia ditahan? Ucapan berapi Adam Adli di pentas anjuran SAMM dan SMM 13 Mei lalu telah membawa kepada penahanan beliau di Bangsar Utama. Adam Adli telah dibawa ke Balai Polis Jinjang atas dakwaan akta hasutan dan kemudian disumbat ke dalam lokap dan direman selama 5 hari di Lokap Berpusat Kuala Lumpur di Jinjang. SAMM bersama hampir 100 aktivis rakyat telah berkumpul dan menunjukkan solidariti terhadap Adam Adli di hadapan lokap yang dihuni oleh Adam.

Hasutan? Suara RAKYAT suara KERAMAT. Sekian lama, DEMOCRACY IN MALAYSIA IS DEAD. Demokrasi apa namanya kalau suara rakyat dibidas? Ehh Come on la MALAYSIAN, dengarkan suara MAJORITI baru ini. Dulunya dianggap suara Minoriti, kini telah bangkit sebagai suara majoriti seramai 5.5 juta rakyat malaysia.

DSAI MERUPAKAN MASTER MIND KEPADA MAHASISWA UNTUK MERUSUH DI JALANAN? Any statement will come with evidence. PROVE it? Someone? DSAI cuma membangkitkan semangat anak muda untuk menegakkan keadilan, dan mengembalikan hak serta demokrasi yang telah dicuri oleh UMNO BN. Why perhimpunan BERSIH dianggap HARAM? Why perhimpunan di Stadium KELANA JAYA dianggap HARAM? Why are all connected with the opposition considered illegal? TELL me why it called ILLEGAL?

Something goes wrong to the government. Why there is nothing goes to Zahid Hamidi while he was invite sedition when ordered people to leave the country if they do not agree with the 'death of democracy'. OHH. HE is under control of UMNO BN. Although Adam Adli arrested, it does not directly weaken the movement by Adam Adli called the movement into the road, but the colonial-style action ministry is sure to drive millions of people to come to Kuala Lumpur in the near future. The more you hit people, the more people the courage mounting.

Majority of the people want a new government, but unfortunately for this country when people stolen victory in the name of false democracy. It's time the people rise up to not wait another 5 years for 55-year wait is too long, it's time the people's uprising. Suara Rakyat Suara Keramat!! You catch Adam Adli, a thousand more will be born as Adam Adli who made the same call.

Anwar Ibrahim is considered to have created a racial issue, has incited students to make riot in the streets, is that true? only fools and simply follow the dictates of BN UMNO will believe. Whos the one who create racial issue? "what the Chinese want?" Who else if not the government that has the power to control the media.

PR can only make a peaceful rally in the streets. why is it considered illegal? This is because the government does not want young people down rise to the claim that democracy is dead in Malaysia. Blocked media for PR, this is also part of a fake democracy run by BN UMNO? Anwar accused has produced students who oppose the government. Students rallied for their rights, to demand what they deserve. This is not about Anwar's not about Adam Adli, this is because the people rise up to demand their rights, not for fun.

IF Anwar was produce students against the government, the government gave rise to what? Those who ignore religion? too glorify the leader? those who only know to slander? ENOUGH.

SUPPORT SAMM, SUPPORT ADAM ADLI.

Am I Selfish?

Being MYSELF is the important part in my LIFE. Am I selfish being in that way? huh people? You insult me, you ignore me, you doesn't appreciate me, I can face it. I can HANDLE it, dear people. But don't you dare to OPEN YOUR MOUTH and say I'm selfish just because I'm being myself. Ignore me IF you think I'm DISTURBING your life. EH HELLO? siapa DISTURB siapa?

"Rumors are carried by HATERS. Spread by FOOLS. And accepted by IDIOTS". 

Don't say I'm a selfish. You know my story NOT every inch of my life. So please don't say any words, even one word if you don't know me well. My friends told me, Negative were always negative. Yes DEAR, absolutely true. Haters is ONE OF THE NEGATIVE CHARGE. I must kick it out from my life. Yes, I'm not mature enough to face my life. SO? do you mature enough? Think about yourself, makes your dream come true, have a great job, in that time YOU can "SHOW OFF" in front of me. We're same. 20 years old. why huh mesti berperangai begitu. Sama juga masih belum further study. Stop lah.

My surrounded is filled by love from my family, my friends. So? Apa yang salah disitu? Ada MINDA, BUKA. Jangan mau fikir benda negatif ja. Jangan mau cari silap orang saja. Jika difikir balik, We're good friends long time ago. Why mau bermusuh? I'm completely not understand. People can change. People can be FAKE. I don't care. As long dorang tak kacau my life, I'm okay with that. thats why its called "LIFE", we are exploring a new journey in our life, trying something new, facing something that we never expected. Accepted it.  Face it. You're not going anywhere if you always run away of your problems.

And now, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM exactly? you got my number. Call me.

My World, My SUNSHINE ♥

Good EVENING and have a wonderful weekend people ♥

Sharing IS caring. HAHAHAHA. I'm not thinking Sharing is caring. sometimes la. Describe something about me. I'm telling everyone and it will never be OVER of my Privacy. MY WORLD, MY SUNSHINE. there are my BELOVED FAMILY, fellow friends, and everyone who deserve MY LIMITED EDITION LOVE. HAHA. JOKES. FAMILY. Consist of 7 Siblings. 1 mom and 1 dad. BIG FAMILY? NO.

MY MOM

There is my lovely siblings.

My WORLD!
Its 6? I'm the last one >.<

She's the one Who live in my life, I've Live in her life. Its been so long. since we are 6. I love her like I love myself, my family. WHO IS SHE. THERE SHE IS. She always there when I need. She is so beautiful in and outside. Perfect friends for me. She is funny. Kind. All I need is her sincerity towards me. Shes never complained while i'm always bullying her, HAHA. When we are spending some time each other, going somewhere each other, people will thought we are SIBLING. WHY OHH? sama ka muka? HAHAHA. She is soooo sweet. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

my BESTIE since 6.

SOLO GROUP. CONSIST OF 4 MEMBERS. (We Called the one who doesn't have a COUPLE, "berbadi". LOL. how dare ohh.

S-SIMPLE

O-OBEY

L-LEADER

O-OBSESS

Me Myself. Atirah, Anisah, Hidayah

my MrsNONGS. consist of 8 members. My bestie at BONGAWAN. they are very sweet and beautiful. and ALL of them was TAKEN. HAHA. thats why its called MRS. here they are.

BiBi, Liah, kak Nasha, Mira, Nonoy, Deekay, Yana. like ALWAYS, I'm not in the picture. HAHA

They are the people who brightening MY DAYS. Thanks a lot for being there when I need. I love the way that you treat me. I love EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM :) THEY ARE MY WORLD, MY SUNSHINE ♥

Thinking OUTSIDE THE LINE

MATURED? COOL? UNDERSTANDING? VALUABLE? CARING? SPECIAL? IN LOVE?

I'm not matured enough. I'm not cool enough. I'm not understanding enough. So? I don't have the criteria that you want. WHY want to wait ANY LONGER? go lahhh. I've decided my own life. STOP telling me what I'm willing to do.

Itu bukanlah yang ingin di SHARE sebenarnya. HAHAHA. biasaaaa. MUQADIMMAH mesti suspen (ntah suspen ka x). so? do I care? ohhhh. absolutely NO ler. What we're gonna discuss in this site tonight? HEART? FEELINGS? FAMILY? FRIENDS? LOVE maybe? decided to SHARE about Education. LOL.

Further STUDY?

ohhh. HOPE SO. God willing InshaAllah. Universiti Malaysia SABAH FOR ME maybe? HAHA. Don't hope too much, you will HURT too much OKAY. LOOKING for a new journey is too HARD for me. decided to continue on BACHELOR tapii result ni OVER GEMPAK. 4P in STPM tak menjanjikan apa-2. Its ALL about NASIB. kekuatan doa, selalu doa, InshaAllah dimakbulkan. RIGHT? Why UPU took soo long to proceed huh? NERVOUS ok NERVOUS ! UPSI MedSi? not choosen AT ALL ? ohh my. Maybe the government knows that I'm truely supporting PAKATAN RAKYAT, so that government pun reject AKU la? HAHAHA. Nauzubillah. Give some HOPE lah! Even ONCE.

UPSI memang dah sah-2 lepas lah. Jangan nak mengharap sangat keyh? LOL for me. I'm applying IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA PENDIDIKAN (GEOGRAFI) DENGAN KEPUJIAN di UPSI. 1 da cancel. ada lagi 7. InshaAllah sangkut la antara satu ni keyhh... Doakan saya :)

UMS adalah pilihan utama. Apply 3 course, one of them mestilah ada subject GEOGRAPHY. MY favourite one.  GEOGRAFI, SEJARAH, PSIKOLOGI KANAK-KANAK DAN KELUARGA. Mungkin time aku Apply, aku ada amnesia sikit. how come aku boleh pilih SEJARAH, ohhhh. itu lah satu subject yang paling aku BENGANG -_- HAHA. amnesia amnesia sekejap. Kalau lah ditakdirkan dapat course SEJARAH di UMS? bekakai jooo. HAHAHA. InshaAllah akan diusaha juga la ba tu sikit-2.

UiTM? my second CHOICE. Applying Degree in PERANCANGAN BANDAR DAN WILAYAH and Degree PENGURUSAN PELANCONGAN. Hope sangkut lah perancangan bandar tu. HAHAHA. ada juga knowledge sikit pasal hal-2 begitu. bukan mau kata EXPERT, cuma minat lebih sikit dalam bidang tu.

If takdapat antara dua pilihan diatas, aku juga apply Degree in PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA di UUM and Degree in KEUSAHAWANAN (HOSPITALITI) di UMK. terbang ke kelantan lah kalau dapat UMK sayang oiii. tapi buat masa ni, STAY-2 SABAH dulu. negeri tercinta kan? HAHAHA. takut homesick ja. puas la jauh-2 dari family. HAISHHH.

Last word, aku berharap dan berdoa aku dapat sambung belajar lagi. Aku tak mau la study sampai STPM ja. RUGI ohh. UMS UiTM, please BE NICE with me OKAY? JANGAN JAHAT-2 MAU REJECT-2. HAHA.

♥ WISH ME ALL THE BEST ♥ ◕‿◕ ◕‿◕ ◕‿◕ 

Something NONSENSE

FACEBOOK? TWITTER? HAVE IT?

something nonsense goes to youth. WHY? I dont know lah. why laman sosial like FACEBOOK tu selalu menjadi amarah ku. While benda tu tak ganggu aku even 1 inch tapi dia ganggu HATI AKU ! And aku tak suka HATI aku diganggu.

Pernah tak nampak di newsfeed kamu, something like this:

"JANGAN ganggu boipreng titeww, jangan nak menggatal dengan boipreng titewww. TITEW sayang sangad kat dia. *Gelpreng USING* " 

" Di fren list kamo ada nama dia **** ****** ka? kalau ada, dia aku punya. milik aku sorang, jangan kamo mau menggatal sama dia" *HACKED by LAKI*

HAHAHA. Believe OR not, benda kecil macam ni pun aku boleh sakit hati. OHHH remaja. sedar lah! tak kemana nya pun Gelpreng/bini/datin/laki/baby USING kamu tu? why mesti PAMERKAN hubungan kamu depan orang lain sedangkan hubungan belum sah?  fikir-fikirkan lah~

Ohh mungkin, orang-2 yang berkelakuan nonsense tu akan cakap "suka hati aku la nak buat status macam mana! remove ja la kalau tak suka".. ehh HELLO! siapa yang add  siapa? tak kuasa aku nak remove kau. kau add, kau la remove. HAHAHA.

PRIVASI? tiada privasi ehh dalam hidup? Perkara ni bukan berlaku dalam kalangan remaja ja sebenarnya, even orang umur 24 and above pun masih main permainan HACKED MENGHACKED account kekasihnya.   APA MOTIFNYA?

"saya cuma nak tahu sama ada dia CURANG atau TIDAK, APA SALAHNYA?"

HEY BOYS AND GIRLS, kalau dia nak curang, dia curang jugakk. tak payah pun nak guna facebook or laman sosial yang lain. Its based on their HEART! kalau hati dah kata nak curang, curang jugak la weii. Dalam hubungan ni, kita bukan nak kongsi SEMUA dengan pasangan kita. mana ada LIFE kalau semua nak kongsi kan? fikir-2 la. bukan dan tidak semestinya, pasangan kita hari ni tu SUAMI/ISTERI kita nanti. kalau dah jodoh, Alhamdulillah. kalau bukan jodoh?

Kita tak tahu apa yang ada dalam hati seseorang. Orang boleh berubah sekelip mata. Cuba fikir, Kalau dia ada niat jahat nak UPLOAD masuk apa-2 sahaja yang menjadi privasi kita? lepas tu kita nak kata apa? MERAYU-RAYU supaya di DELETE? Ingat SEMUDAH petik jari ka?

So, SIMPAN apa-apa yang SANGAT PENTING, SHARE apa yang boleh di SHARE. InshaAllah hidup akan tenang.

"GIVE, but do not ALLOW YOURSELF to be USED. LOVE, but do not ALLOW YOUR HEART to de ABUSED. TRUST, but do not NAIVE. LISTEN TO OTHERS, but do not LOSE YOURSELF".

Feel FREE to WRITE

Smile. Smile as long as you can. Masalah jika dibiarkan bermain-main di minda, memang kita takkan kemana. Just think positive. everyone have their own problems. Handle it nicely.
feel free? YES I'M SURE. letting someone walk away from your life is not EASY.
learn to be a strong person. means, be a strong person with heartless, never go down if there are someone who will bring you down. just ignore that ANASIR-2 luar. they just NOT COMFORTABLE with our life. so let it be. they will PENAT SENDIRI, all people in my surrounding tell me like this.

"kita kalau mau berubah, jangan khuatir jika ada yang tak suka. Memang akan ada segelintir yang tak akan suka. JADI kita jangan mengalah. Kena Face the risk. "

Today, 15/05/2013, I don't know what my heart goes to be? i'm hearthless MAYBE? my heart broken into a million pieces. am I wrong ?? my friends that i thought care, understand me, its not understand ME sangat la. oh myy, "rapuh" perasaan aku ni.

Ya ALLAH, yang mengetahui segala yang berjalan masuk dan keluar dalam hidupku, berikan aku petunjuk yang benar jika aku berada di jalan yang salah. Kuatkan hati ku jika aku lemah. 

I'm doing the right thing right now. I don't want any person in my life get HURT because of ME. I'm letting they go not because i dont care anymore. I just want they think about their life too. Dont just HOPING on me. I'm not an angel. I'm NOBODY. I'm the person who have A LOT OF SINS. so dont hoping on me. I cant give anyone HAPPIENESS, I have nothing.

Dont blame me IF i'm wrong, i'm a person too. the person who not exclude with any fault. I'm trying to be myself. You can ignore me IF you think If i'm wrong. I'M JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF, WANT TO GET INTO MYSELF ON MY OWN.

"Kalau kita BERUBAH untuk jadi baik kepada ALLAH, Allah akan hantar orang yang baik untuk bersama-sama kita."

InshaALLAH ~
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

True OR False?

DSAI. Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim.Siapa dia? Kenapa Ramai yang mengelabah jika dia bersuara?

Saya sebagai rakyat yang menyokong perjuangan beliau sangat sebak apabila mendengar isu fitnah yang dilemparkan keatas beliau NAMUN beliau masih tetap utuh menghadapi segala tomahan yang dilemparkan. Allahuakhbar. betapa sabarnya hati hamba Allah ini. 

Saya seringkali mendengar MACAI berkata, "buat apa anda mempertahankan ANWAR IBRAHIM?"

dan saya menjawab, "Untuk apa anda pertahankan NAJIB RAZAK?". Saya, mahupun baru berusia 20 tahun pada 2013 ini sudah terbuka mata di atas perjuangan yang DSAI jalankan. Saya berfikir, belia semuda saya sudah bangkit untuk menyokong perjuangan beliau, adakah orang yang lebih tua dari saya tidak dapat NAMPAK dan BERFIKIR SECARA RASIONAL tentang pemimpin ini? atau mereka membutakan mata mereka untuk mengelak daripada melihat kebenaran ini? Wallahualam.

Tok Guru Nik Aziz (TGNA), juga menasihati DSAI, tak ramai yang menjalani apa yang ANWAR jalani. "Jika suatu hari nanti, kamu (anwar) ditakdirkan memimpin negara MALAYSIA dan dapat menawan PUTRAJAYA, jangan biar seorang pun daripada rakyatmu menderita seperti apa yang pernah kau jalani. JAGALAH MEREKA SEPERTI ANAK-ANAKMU SENDIRI, INSHAALLAH KAMU (ANWAR) AKAN MENJADI PEMIMPIN YANG BAIK".

sedangkan TGNA sebagai seorang ULAMA lagi yakin bahawa DSAI tidak bersalah dalam isu LIWAT, PENYELEWENGAN, apa lagi kita yang jahil dari hukum agama ini hendak menghukum beliau. sedarlah MALAYSIAN, DSAI berjuang untuk rakyat. Untuk mengembalikan MARUAH dan KEMULIAAN rakyat yang telah dicuri oleh kerajaan sekarang. Saya tidak berkata saya membenci NAJIB RAZAK DAN BARISAN NASIONAL, saya cuma tidak bersetuju cara pentadbiran yang mereka jalankan. 

MACAI berkata, "KALAU TIDAK SUKA DENGAN PENTADBIRAN PERDANA MENTERI, SILA CARI NEGARA LAIN UNTUK BERLINDUNG!" Ya Allah, Bumi ini MILIK ALLAH, kita sebagai HAMBANYA, ADAKAH LAYAK untuk berkata sedemikian? Wallahualam. Apabila orang FASIK dipilih menjadi pemerintah negara, ia merupakan salah satu tanda kiamat. Nauzubillah.